Yeah, so....there's this guy.....[insert corny joke here]
But really, there is a guy. And he's bugging the crap out of me. Because I love him and I hate him at the SAME TIME. It's driving me CRAZY. And I really like him, I have for a while, but there's no way we could be together unless one of us changed. You know what, I don't know if we'd be together even then, because I don't even know if he likes me like that. I mean, we're great friends and everything, but he most likely doesn't like me like that at all. So I have to get over him.
Frabjous.
The hard part is that he's so freakin' NICE. He has a girlfriend right now and we were talking about her, and he was all like "You don't deserve this, you deserve better," and feeling all guilty about talking about this girl he had just asked to be his girlfriend because he knows I like him. Alot. And I kept saying "No, it's all good," because it was. I really liked hearing him happy and liking a girl, but my heart was also breaking. Again. He has a habit of doing that. I bet he doesn't even realize that he does.
The hardest part is that he's my best friend and that I absolutely love talking to him. That makes not liking him even harder, because he knows practically everything about me. In the time I've known him I've gone to him so many times when I was breaking down, and he's the only one who didn't try to fix me. He just understood that I needed to be. And I've always wanted to be there for him and make him feel the same way. I suck at it, I'll tell you that, but I try. I honestly do.
Well, there's my life in a nutshell.
