Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Fade

So I created a character named Fade. She can, well, fade. So it's almost like invisibility, but instead of just shielding her image, she ceases to exists. She fades. By fading, she can enter into someone and control them, teleport (sorta), become invisiblie, etc.

It is a strange thing
I can do
To break me apart into tiny
pieces
to move or to stay
and then build me again
Legos scattered on the floor built
into something comprehendible
Comprehendible, not normal - no
never normal
but average-looking enough to
pass
for a "normal" person
Ah, you do not understand
Join the club
and allow me to explain
explain fully
before you run away from me
push away from me
screaming
I will not stop you
although I could
I could tear apart
invisible
movable
and enter you
solidify myself enough
to reach your muscles and nerves
and mind
oh, the mind is the best -
worst
part
Filled with a surging wave
of memories and dreams
secrets and nightmares (the same thing?)
I can see who you are in total
completion
I can take control
take the knife and shove it
into your/my ribs
and end it all for
you/me
of course I can release enough of myself
control parts instead of whole
and I will survive
and you will die
But I do not do that
it goes against me
against my secrets
against my dreams
Instead I move myself
a primitive
slow form of teleportation
I break myself apart to escape
the swing of the hand
the bat
the weapon
self preservation - that is when
my eyes glow black
and I step into the shadows
and Fade

Are you screaming yet?

My rough draft of the beginning of Fade's story. Like?

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

The Anthem

And the high school
it felt more to me
like a jail cell
a penitentiary
but time spent there
it only made me see..............

Drumroll, please.
The SCHEDULE is here

1. Social Dance - Done
2. Drivers Ed - Yearby
3. AP Stat - Andrews
4. OSS 1000 - Lorensen

5. Adv. Creative Writing - Harris
6. Foods 1 - Dalton
7. Psychology 1010 - USU STAFF
8. Adv. Chorus (Show Choir) - Mourtgos

This is Term 1. When Term 2 gets closer I'll post that. I'm way excited for my silver days. Oh, since Stansbury colors are blue, silver, and I think black (XD) then the days are blue and silver.
School starts August 24.
Sigh.