Hero/Heroine

You will not believe the amazing luck I have just experienced this weekend.
So I asked this amazing guy on a date, and I was lucky enough that he said yes! So we are going this Saturday to go see 9, which I am WAY excited for!!
And at the dance, he was there, and so was another one of my guy friends. And, miracle of all miracles, he asked me out! Imagine that! Two dates! This is a record! I'm dancing a cloud.
It helps me to have these pick-me-ups.

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a clouds
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold on my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time
Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie
You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I feel like a newborn child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

Eaven, I miss you! Every day I sit alone in lunch and feel so....empty. I don't know why. But then things like this happen that send me soaring into the dark, star filled sky up to the silent moon. And then I scream in pure joy.
Is this a dream? Or could this really be happening to me?